I’m approaching my 10 year diaversary (not until April 2014), but it’s close enough for me to consider it approaching. I wanted to take some time for myself to reflect back on where I was in my life 10 years ago. And, if you did the math properly, you will notice that I didn’t have diabetes 10 years ago.
10 years ago, I was in college playing football at King’s College in Wilkes-Barre, PA. The season was winding down with only a few games left and I was really looking forward to the season being over and getting a break from football. I seemed to be getting worn down and just didn’t have the same amount of energy that I previously had and I just wanted to get home for Thanksgiving break.
I don’t recall having any of the symptoms of diabetes at this time, I just remember that I was feeling burnt out from the effects of a long football season. I didn’t start feeling any symptoms until about January – February. Once I came back from Winter break in January, I still felt sluggish going to the gym everyday and getting into our off-season workouts. I started to believe that my years of football were done, that I just didn’t want to put in the hard hours of the off-season anymore.
It wasn’t until spring break in early March that I decided that I just had enough. I couldn’t lift as much in the weight room, I couldn’t run as long during workouts and my arm would be tired after a 30 minute throwing session, so I wanted to have spring break to discuss with my parents about quitting football. I had never once thought about quitting football. Even when I had a full ride to Maryland and Rutgers thrown away because of an ACL injury in high school, I swallowed my pride and went to a D3 school. But, this time I could not take anymore of the off-season workouts.
While I was at home during that spring break, I remember going to breakfast with my mom and eating french toast with regular syrup and feeling like I was swallowing thorns because of how dry my mouth was after eating and going to the bathroom every 15-20 minutes while I was home and going out with my friends.
It wasn’t until a month after that I was on my way to the emergency with the 858 blood sugar diagnosis.
And then the life with diabetes began.
As some or most, or even none of you may know, I own CSI Marketing Solutions. Owning my own business has been one of my dreams since I was a kid. It is extremely cliche to hear from just about every entrepreneur, “I had a lemonade stand when I was 6, hustling in the neighborhood.” Yes, I did have a lemonade stand, but majority of kids had a lemonade stand when they were kids. I never knew exactly what sort of business I wanted to own, even going into college. Until about my junior year of college I wanted to have my own financial advising firm, but obviously that never happened.
I wrote at the beginning of the new season that I was going to watch the Biggest Loser this year because I never had really watched it, but thought that it might help keep me motivated. It has definitely done it’s job in that area. Seeing some of the contestants reach the 100 pound weight loss mark and seeing others at the beginning of the season and realizing that I now weigh more than them puts a little spark in me.
