I wasn’t able to get a post up yesterday because I was having computer issues. I have a WP app on my IPhone, but there’s no way that I can type that much on that phone. So it’s Saturday afternoon and I am at the Spanish River Library in Boca Raton with a nice venti bold from Starbucks, with my beautiful girlfriend and getting some work done. Why am I at the library on a Saturday afternoon when I am no longer in college? Because football officially begins tonight which means I will have just about zero time left from now until January to do anything at all. Tonight my Virginia Tech Hokies kick off against the Alabama Crimson Tide. It also means that my diabetes gets tougher.
For those that have been following me for a while probably know that my Hokies and Philadephia Eagles screw with my blood sugars big time. This year I have a CGM and vow to wear it for every single game so I can monitor how my sugars are going up and down. At my last Endo visit I was told that I need to track my blood pressure a little more frequently as well since it was 140/80 when I came in and also when I left the visit. During Eagles games I can feel my heart pounding rapidly on big plays and also at the end of the game. When they are winning easily it doesn’t really affect me. More on the Eagles in a further post when their game is coming up. Right now, it is all about the Hokies.
I am already becoming a little nervous because our star running back is injured and not going to be playing. Not to mention that we are playing the #5 team in the country. Grant it, we are #7 in the country, I hate having to play these top teams during the first game of the year every single year. Let’s get into the diabetes part of it though. And the reasons for why my sugar goes up. I have narrowed it down to 5 different reasons why they are all over the place.
# 1 – Passion and Nerves
I am a very passionate and die hard sports fan. I have been fans of the teams I am fans of pretty much my whole entire life. I grew up an Eagles fan, became a Hokies fan when I was about 7 or 8, so I feel attached to these teams. I have also had no luck with my sporting teams winning championships, except the Phillies last year, that I want them to win every single game. When they lose I become upset and pissed and feel like I am part of the actual team. Obviously I don’t want to feel pissy but when it is fourth down or there is 2 minutes left in the game and we are down by 6 my blood pressure is shooting through the roof. My goal this year is to take deep breathes and relax and tell myself that my life is not affected by this game.
# 2 Food Choices
During sports games I am not always able to watch the game at my own home just because of regional TV decisions. So, at times I must go down to the local sports bar. While I am there, I may as well make a meal out of it and eat also. This leads to a game long appetizer of homemade buffalo fried chips from Bru’s Room in Delray Beach, FL. Second part of the meal is usually a Memphis pulled pork sandwich or some sort of non-healthy meal with some mashed potatoes. You may have guessed why I named a specific food, because I am extremely superstitious and don’t like to go away from something that I ate when my teams have won while I ate that. I know, I know, I’m crazy!
# 3- Beer
Beer and football, just makes sense. Do I really need to go into why the beer intake messes with my blood sugar? I don’t think that I do, your educator can take care of that.
# 4 Guessing, not Testing
If I go to the sports bar then there is about a 5% chance that I take my meter with me. During that 5%, there is about a 1% chance that I will test my sugar. I also am kind of guessing how many carbs are in the food. Usually what I do is just take a 25 unit max bolus and then eat to cover my insulin. If I “feel” that I am getting low then I will just eat more of the chips or maybe even order a dessert or something else. Not a great decision for a diabetic.
# 5 Stress
This one comes during the game which I started to get into during reason #1. The stress gets even worse after a loss. I will be stressed out and down in the dumps for a few hours or even the next day until I finally get over it and realize that next week we get another chance to win. The later into the season the worse the stress gets.
I now know the reasons why sports affect my blood sugars, now it’s time to do something about it and fix these 5 things. Well I am going to the sports bar tonight even though the game is nationally televised, but I am going to eat healthy. No beer, no pulled pork. I will have an un-sweetened iced tea, a cobb salad and maybe a cup of French Onion soup. Maybe, just maybe I may cheat and get some jalapeno poppers because Amanda also likes them.
Not sure how long you have had diabetes but, it seems you need to get a handle on yourself. I, myself, have been a type1 diabetic for 51 years sinc the age of 3. I have learned to deal with every situaton and have faired pretty well. I too am a die hard sports fan (GO YANKEES, GO NY-GIANTS, GO UCONN HUSKIES).
I was diagnosed 6 years ago when I was 19 years old. I had the same stress and anxiety problems before I was diabetic as well. It is just the way that I am. I made some good strides this weekend during the Va Tech game, especially since they lost. I didn’t fret about it too much and just got over it within minutes of the game being over.
Chris, Keep it up!!! There is a book written by William H. Polonsky titled “Diabetes Burnout”. It has helped me in the past when I am feeling down and overwhelmed by our common situation. Nobody is perfect, definately not me by any means. I am the first to admit that.
I will have to check that book out. Thank you. The book I’m reading now, you can see it on the side of the blog, is “business” orientated, but I have found so many of these rule of thumbs to be true in my diabetes life as well. It’s been helping me see a different side of things and think about things in a way I never did before.